Why is it that I still can’t get her out of my fucking head. Waking up in the middle of the night, crying, feeling pathetic is getting on my last nerves. Yes it was I that fucked everything up, and now everyone hates me for it. Great. I need a new life or something. Because this life of mine is maddening.

Today’s lesson in life.

Listen to your parents.

Dear Wendy,

I love how you think you’re all that in front of mom and that you think just cause you’re older you can do anything you can. Sadly you can’t so I hope you figure that out soon.

Dear Jorge,

Just cause you drink dosn’t mean you’re tough. You’re a complete retard but mom apparently still loves you.

Dear mom, I love you.

Dear dad, FUCK you.

:)

Day 2 — Your Crush

Hmm… well what to say about this. I’m guessing my true first crush would be with my best friend Kelsey. But I had one true crush. And that was with my ex, Madison.

I’ve had plenty of crushes. But this one crush was pretty interesting with her. She made me feel REAL special. She made me feel like to be honest one happy and lucky guy to have been with her. I swear, every time she would say my name I felt like I was being high. Like the high feeling you get? You know? And she made me real happy every time I saw her face and smile. I loved the fact that at first we made our own baby dinosaur and notes too each other. I also loved that whenever I kissed her, I felt like I was honestly floating in thin air. But I thought she was the one for me. I may still have feelings for her, but the feelings won’t ever come back to me. I honestly think that I’ll never be happy like that ever again. She was to be honest my one true crush.

Two faced bastards.

All they deserve are their nuts being taken and shoved up their ass for hurting my friend like that.

Australian Shepherd is what I want